wonder

why do u fall in and fall out of love?
itz been years but its still very clear to me.if he claims that i am he best thing that has happento him,why in god's name do he have to have another,he's in a big mess bcoz of it.i feel no regrets but just wondering what is in his mind.

being married at a late stage in life,is a choice i'm still confuse of.weather it really love or in need of a companionship or maybe or jz a booze to my ego,i really don't know.
but God has been nice to me,i'm married to someone who is very responsible .he helps me ard the hse,he don't hang out,he provide enough for me,n he is a good lover.
what if all this end,like i always belief,nothing is forever,i'm too dependent on him,n i don't like it.